Falling Down

It is cold in here, and it is nobody's fault than mine.
I have left behind all the joy I have ever had in my life.
There is no way out of this situation and I can only blame myself.
All this love that I feel for you is gonna become something else one day. I know you're wondering when but I'm not able to tell you that now.
I would love to do things differently but that's the way I deal with everything.
I have no words to say how I feel now. It hurts me so bad that I can't even breathe.
The farther you go, the closer I wanna be.
I don't wanna live my life without you but even doing so I don't wanna cry no more.
I will always be here for you.
I love you more than I have ever done before.
And this ocean between us is nothing, and I'm not afraid of falling down.