Why won't you save me?

I don't wanna hurt you, I never wanted to. 
But the same way I don't wanna get you upset, I don't wanna get upset myself.
It's hard to be apart from you, it's hard to make an attempt to work things out.
It's hard not to think about you, it's hard to get over everything.
I miss you! I do miss you and that causes me pain, that makes me unhappy.
And on my very mad and sad moments I wish you could realize that we belong together and that I would never be happy again without you.
I wish it couldn't be so painful, so I wouldn't feel so bad. But every time I try to reach you, it seems like you were a star, and I would never be able to get you, no matter how hard I try.
I don't want to be alone, but I don't wanna be with anybody else but you.
Why won't you save me from myself?

I don't wanna be out there by myself!

It's warm in here.
And I feel safer than ever.
I don't wanna get out to where the wind is cold and the sun doesn't shine.
Out there I am nobody!
But here I can be on my own, think about my problems, deal with them or at least try to work out a solution.
Out there I have no where to go!
While here I can close to window and be in the dark, thinking about the old times or just looking at the ceiling and trying to see my hand.
Out there, there is nothing!
And here I can be myself, I can scream, I can cry, I can hit the wall, I can dream, I can go crazy, I can miss you, I can learn lessons, I can deal with things that I don't find ways of solving when I'm out.
So I'm telling you, little fellas:
- I don't wanna be out there by myself!

I hope you understand!

I know I have to get away from you but it's not as easy as everybody thinks it is.
Every time the phone rings I think it's you on the other side telling me that you've made a huge mistake, that you were confused and you want me back.
And when I wake up from these dreams I realize that you are not there for me anymore and that life has to go on.
The problem is:
- I don't see a way of living my life without you around and that's killing me.
I don't want you to run away from me every time I try to walk towards you, I want you to talk to me and listen to what I have to say, no matter if it is about you or not.
I deadly know we're not a couple anymore and that you have no reason to be there for me when I want you to. The fact is that I don't know any other way of dealing with this mess if you're not there to help me.
I'm totally aware that it is difficult for you to understand it, but I still need you, no matter what it is gonna cost.
I love you and I'm sure I don't want to feel that way forever but I can't help it now.
I'm sorry for all the things I have done to call your attention.
I'll be fine one day but don't ask me to behave well now because I just can't.

Falling Down

It is cold in here, and it is nobody's fault than mine.
I have left behind all the joy I have ever had in my life.
There is no way out of this situation and I can only blame myself.
All this love that I feel for you is gonna become something else one day. I know you're wondering when but I'm not able to tell you that now.
I would love to do things differently but that's the way I deal with everything.
I have no words to say how I feel now. It hurts me so bad that I can't even breathe.
The farther you go, the closer I wanna be.
I don't wanna live my life without you but even doing so I don't wanna cry no more.
I will always be here for you.
I love you more than I have ever done before.
And this ocean between us is nothing, and I'm not afraid of falling down.