I Wasn't Born To Be Happy

Oh how I miss the old times
When everything was a piece of cake.
How I miss the time where everything I said was understood the way it was suppose to be.
But I can't come back there, so I gotta face the reality I'm in now.
My dreams always warned me
I wasn't born to be happy.
Definitely.
What shall I do to change this fate the world gave me?
What shall I say to get things all right again?
Someone please tell me because I don't know myself anymore.
I look in the mirror and I can't see the person everybody says I am.
I hurt people so much and I'm sometimes not even aware of it.
I wish I could do things differently but this is the person I know I am.
I know that is not easy to be with a person like me,
I give everyone a hard time, but as soon as you get used to, it is not that strange anymore.
If you are one of those, that I've hurt before, I just have to ask you to forgive me
because from the bottom of my heart it wasn't my true intention.
Anyways, sorry to make you all have to read this, but it was the only way I've found to express myself in this stupid madness I'm going through.